Aubreigh

OK here are some pics not the greatest and I have plenty of time to get the ones off my camera but as I sit here and look at how far I have to walk to get the camera it's a very daunting task:)

Tinker Bell runs out of Pixie Dust

Here is what happens when Tinker Bell runs out of Pixie Dust. Dave and I couldn't find Kaleigh today and this is how he found her...her wings still on and both her and her Tink doll were too tired to continue playing!

My New Little Angel...

Aubreigh Vivian Larson is finally here! She came Tuesday Oct. 27 @ 8:11pm. She weighed 6lbs7oz and was 19.25" long. She's so dang cute, and Kaleigh is the best big sister ever! She keeps coming upstairs to check on me and Aubreigh,and helped me feed her and give her a bath! I will get photos soon!

I Survived!

So Tuesday I went to the Dr. to be checked still praying and hoping for a miracle, but after talking with her and her telling me well see you tomorrow for your c-section my hoping got me nowhere. Came home later that afternoon to realize I was in labor. Put off going to the hospital for a while and finally went at 6:30 that night and was sent for an emergency c-section at 7:30. She was trying to turn but didn't make it and when they checked me I was 100% effaced and she felt toes right there. So by 8:11pm my little naughty girl was here! Good thing she's cute! So while in the tiage the drug man came in to talk to me (I have no idea how to spell anastegeologist?) and I begged him to not let me throw up. (For those of you that don't know me it's my biggest phobia, fear ever!!!!) He looked at me and said over half of the women throw up...rude!! But he gave me cocktail of anti-vomit medicine as soon as the cord was cut and I did good! Besides shaking uncontrollably for 2 hours after wards everything was fairly easy and very quick. If anything what they make you drink before you go in is like drinking vomit! Recovery is very slow and equally annoying but they let me come home before 48 hours and I was determined to get unhooked from all the cords and I.V's you're hooked up to. I however would never opt for this way and would never want to do it again. Vaginal births are soooo much easier and you can atleast move around and not be hunched over like a 95 yr old woman:)
Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts I really needed that and appreciate everything!

Caring for Nothing...

Why is it when you really care about something everyone else could care less? Or is that just how we feel? As I panic myself to death and dread the weeks to come, I'm the only one caring. My favorite hymn is "I Know That My Redeemers Lives", and the one part I love the most is he lives to hear my soul's complaints. I have done a lot of complaining these last couple days as I have a very naughty baby who won't turn herself around. But does he care or does he just hear my complaint? How do we give up control and just say oh well it is what it is? I'm so bad at that! I still have hope that I am panicking myself for nothing, and it probably won't be as bad as I'm making it out to be but can't anything ever, ever just be easy? This life is hard enough! How can we just gain more faith and just be ok, not scared, or sad, or lonely, just be ok?

Need Help!

Went to the Dr. Tuesday, she gained weight she's doing good we're out of the danger zone however, she's breech...still!!! I still feel I'm in the danger zone I don't want to be cut, I need any suggestions on getting her to get her butt up out of my pelvis and insert her head there instead!!! :)

Sneek peek of my new girl...

Ok here is what she kind of looks like, I went and had a 4d ultrasound done, so here's a sneek peek. She has a little smirk in the first one, then her knee is up by her face (she loves to be in a ball), and then my favorite, already sucking her thumb.

So now I need help with my name choice. I want Aubrey, but I want to spell it Aubreigh....too much? My middle name is Leigh that's why Kaleigh has the eigh and now I want her to have the eigh, but my brother told me to get over the eigh thing. :)

My baby is 3...

Yikes, I can't beleive I have a three year old. Where does the time go? All I know is thank goodness I'm having another baby because I'm not ready to be done with babies around and someone that actually needs you instead of a now independant toddler or one that only likes her daddy. Yes I'm jelous:) I had Amy take some pictures for me for her birthday invitation so check these out. She's so beautiful and so big!! :(

Keeping Up...

I've decided to keep blogging, and get over anonymously left comments on my blog. It's easy to judge when you've never walked in someone else's shoes. But more so I've decided to blog again because my Dr. told me she's about to put me on bed rest because my baby is measuring small, so the only way I can not do anything is to keep my laptop right here by me. It's amazing how much time you can waste when you have your laptop next to you. It's 8:30 and I'm already bored and thinking about everything I could be doing instead of sitting here on my computer, but I have to think of the baby and make sure she is ok, so I will just sit still. :(

Letting the cat out of the bag...

So let's just get it over with...I'm pregnant. Can you tell how enthused I am about being so:( I feel so rude for not being overly excited and parts of me is but I'm just not one to be a child bearer. I don't enjoy the surge of hormones, and I don't find it cute to be kicked constantly...I feel they wear out their welcome inside of you very quickly! I need a baby wal-mart where I can pick the color and sex of the next one I want. She is due Oct. 18th and I hope she's early and ready to get out quick!! They tell me she's a she but I'm still not convinced. July 29th is my next ultra sound and if they tell me then it's still a girl well then a girl it is, it would be more convienent if it was becasue I have more then enough for her to pass on down but my heart was really hoping for a boy if i had to go through this again. Have you ever noticed we just don't get what we want in life?:) (I know I should be greatful for a healty baby and not be consumed with the sex, but to me it's the most fun to shop for them!) So there it is...I know people have been talking and looking, and I do have a beer gut but I didn't take up drinking it's just the baby stretching out my body:)

Updating my Blog...

Now I know why I stopped this for so long...it comsumes too much of my time and I could sit here forever playing around with all of this! Need to catch up on life but really I feel like I am in one of those ruts where I would rather not be in my own life...at some point in time I will catch up on my blogging. But for now my background is pretty:)