Aubreigh

OK here are some pics not the greatest and I have plenty of time to get the ones off my camera but as I sit here and look at how far I have to walk to get the camera it's a very daunting task:)

Tinker Bell runs out of Pixie Dust

Here is what happens when Tinker Bell runs out of Pixie Dust. Dave and I couldn't find Kaleigh today and this is how he found her...her wings still on and both her and her Tink doll were too tired to continue playing!

My New Little Angel...

Aubreigh Vivian Larson is finally here! She came Tuesday Oct. 27 @ 8:11pm. She weighed 6lbs7oz and was 19.25" long. She's so dang cute, and Kaleigh is the best big sister ever! She keeps coming upstairs to check on me and Aubreigh,and helped me feed her and give her a bath! I will get photos soon!

I Survived!

So Tuesday I went to the Dr. to be checked still praying and hoping for a miracle, but after talking with her and her telling me well see you tomorrow for your c-section my hoping got me nowhere. Came home later that afternoon to realize I was in labor. Put off going to the hospital for a while and finally went at 6:30 that night and was sent for an emergency c-section at 7:30. She was trying to turn but didn't make it and when they checked me I was 100% effaced and she felt toes right there. So by 8:11pm my little naughty girl was here! Good thing she's cute! So while in the tiage the drug man came in to talk to me (I have no idea how to spell anastegeologist?) and I begged him to not let me throw up. (For those of you that don't know me it's my biggest phobia, fear ever!!!!) He looked at me and said over half of the women throw up...rude!! But he gave me cocktail of anti-vomit medicine as soon as the cord was cut and I did good! Besides shaking uncontrollably for 2 hours after wards everything was fairly easy and very quick. If anything what they make you drink before you go in is like drinking vomit! Recovery is very slow and equally annoying but they let me come home before 48 hours and I was determined to get unhooked from all the cords and I.V's you're hooked up to. I however would never opt for this way and would never want to do it again. Vaginal births are soooo much easier and you can atleast move around and not be hunched over like a 95 yr old woman:)
Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts I really needed that and appreciate everything!

Caring for Nothing...

Why is it when you really care about something everyone else could care less? Or is that just how we feel? As I panic myself to death and dread the weeks to come, I'm the only one caring. My favorite hymn is "I Know That My Redeemers Lives", and the one part I love the most is he lives to hear my soul's complaints. I have done a lot of complaining these last couple days as I have a very naughty baby who won't turn herself around. But does he care or does he just hear my complaint? How do we give up control and just say oh well it is what it is? I'm so bad at that! I still have hope that I am panicking myself for nothing, and it probably won't be as bad as I'm making it out to be but can't anything ever, ever just be easy? This life is hard enough! How can we just gain more faith and just be ok, not scared, or sad, or lonely, just be ok?

Need Help!

Went to the Dr. Tuesday, she gained weight she's doing good we're out of the danger zone however, she's breech...still!!! I still feel I'm in the danger zone I don't want to be cut, I need any suggestions on getting her to get her butt up out of my pelvis and insert her head there instead!!! :)