Letting the cat out of the bag...

So let's just get it over with...I'm pregnant. Can you tell how enthused I am about being so:( I feel so rude for not being overly excited and parts of me is but I'm just not one to be a child bearer. I don't enjoy the surge of hormones, and I don't find it cute to be kicked constantly...I feel they wear out their welcome inside of you very quickly! I need a baby wal-mart where I can pick the color and sex of the next one I want. She is due Oct. 18th and I hope she's early and ready to get out quick!! They tell me she's a she but I'm still not convinced. July 29th is my next ultra sound and if they tell me then it's still a girl well then a girl it is, it would be more convienent if it was becasue I have more then enough for her to pass on down but my heart was really hoping for a boy if i had to go through this again. Have you ever noticed we just don't get what we want in life?:) (I know I should be greatful for a healty baby and not be consumed with the sex, but to me it's the most fun to shop for them!) So there it is...I know people have been talking and looking, and I do have a beer gut but I didn't take up drinking it's just the baby stretching out my body:)